allure & 112 – allure – all cried out (Allure )
We always want to make most of any situation we are in. If we have money, we would like to save a portion of it and splurge as well. Unfortunately, we rarely get to do both. In this world, there are gray areas but in the realm of love, there’s only black or white. You are either in love or not. You are either faithful or not. You are either committed to be in a relationship or not. When your heart is at stake, the risk is too much. You risk everything based on actions shown, affections exchanged or words spoken. So why do we still risk it all?
There are very few relationships or marriages I actually admire. Some have endured longterm separation, some have went through ups and downs that it should die a natural death but it survives. Some have started awfully yet thrives to journey into something beautiful. However, I have witnessed enough failed relationships that outweighs the successful ones. It is disheartening. Although I am always optimistic over almost anything, love and relationships have taken much beating and comes up very low on my list of sunshine and light. Aside from my own experience on the said department, I just found out that one mof my bestfriends’ relationship went down the drain. sigh. I’m so sad for her.
Yet life is like that, right? You can’t always have the happy endings. I knew this. We all knew this for a long time. Why do we still hope for happy endings? Why do we always wish for the magic to appear? The special spark to make everything perfect?
It is just pathetic. We are pathetic. And this makes us just…human.